Tough Stuff

Ok, let me just say that I am still alive. I am still consciously working on my journey (until we reach my birthday when the plans will definitely change), food has just been ok, and workouts have definitely been slacking. Time to work out some feelings…

It is Christmas time. I usually have a hard time around Christmas time because I do not have children yet, and simply feel every year like it is just not as fun to wake up without that on Christmas morning. I know that gifts and all that are not the reason for the season. Please do not get me wrong. I definitely know that. However, I can’t help but just be a little honest about turning 27 and still not having them. In case you hadn’t read about it before, my husband and I do have fertility issues. I have been dealing with that, and not wanting to have a pity party about it on my blog.

For those of you who are new readers, I am working on changing my blog so that you can know what’s going on in other departments of my life that may influence my weight loss efforts. I do feel that exterior things do affect how focused (or not) you are at certain times during your weight loss journey.

Please bare with me as I was not expecting to have this hit me like this this holiday season. I was totally fine, and too many outside things have flared up different emotions this week and have completely thrown me for a loop in my focus.

I appreciate it so very much when you DO read and your comments mean the world to me.

Just give me a couple days to get it together.

I’m still here.

Thanks for reading,
   Monique